Wednesday, December 04, 2002

Ok it has been a few days and I finally got a little bit of Christmas shopping done. Yes my cheap ass got some shit done for once. I am so looking forward to comming home.

Warren's Mom pisses me off though. Warren calls and tells her that he is going to be with me and go to Colorado with me this Christmas. She fucking flips out talking about how it would be different if we were married. I don't think it makes any fucking difference. Married or not, its a damn piece of paper. I want Warren to get achance to get to know my family better. And hell this will be the first time in like 10 years where everyone will be together. Hell Warren has only met 4 people in my family. But her stupid ass doesn't see it that way. All is fucking worried about is how much money we are going to spending and that Warren is not going to be there with his family. Well hell Warren is part of my family now. My parents want to get to know him, and I want him to get to know my grandparents he hasn't gotten a chance to meet yet. I want to wake up Christmas morning and see Warren's face next to mine. I love him so much and I want more then anything to be with him. Ok I am mad now. Well I was really mad the other night. I thought that I was going to kill someone. I kinda felt like Gomer did the other day.

I want to be home so bad it is not even funny. I just wish it was Warren and I moving home for good. You know never turning back kinda thing. Starting our lives where they should be. Starting off happy and making our own decsions. You know what I mean?

Well in other news starting next week I am going to start in Fabrics. Yeah you heard me right I am going to be asking fun filled questions like... " How much would you like? " and award winners like... " Is there anything else that I can get for you? " Yep it is going to fun filled days, just me and my fabric. The bad thing is I work from like 2 till closing. Which means less time spent with Warren. :o( That makes me sad. He leaves early in the morning and I leave late in the afternoon. That is the only thing that is going to really suck.

Ok enough about me I better be going. I have to get some sleep. I don't work tomorrow and guess what I am doing all day long? Yeah you got it. Getting my much needed sleep. Bye bye and miss you and love you. You know how you are! MUAH! <3