Warren is in Colorado right now, he will be here at my house in about 3 hours or so. I am so so so so happy. I think I am just going to jump him the min I see him. hehe. I have lots to get done before he gets here so I better get going. I will tell you all about ti laters. MUAH! <3

I am oh so happy today, Warren will be here in less then 24 hours. I am like jumping off the walls. I can't begin to tell you how happy I am. I think that tomorrow night we are going to go and meet Nin for drinks somewhere. That way she has a chance to meet him, since she hasn't met him yet. I think Nin is really going to like him, or so I hope. Hell I know she will cause I picked him. Hehe.

Other then that work was ok today it went by really fast. Which was great cause I had some much to do when I got home. I had to make the house look all nice and pretty for when Warren is here. Not like he cares or anything. Oh and Charlie got home today. About an hour or so ago. I am thinking that there is something that I am forgetting to do though. I guess I best get to thinking. MUAH! <3

Well I got an email from Mindel yesterday and I am sad now. She can't host me cause she doesn't have room. Which means I am going to have to find someone to host me and find a domain. That will be easy, the domain part, the hosting part is what is going to be hard. I am hoping she can just make blogger look cool for me, its not like a lot of people look at my site anyways. I guess I am going to have to wait and see how things go.

Something else that is making me really happy right now, Warren will be here in like 2 days. Yes 2 days and he will be all mine. Well for a little while until he goes back home. I just wish I could back with him. I will someday soon though I am sure.

I stayed home from work today, my mouth was hurting so damn bad this morning that I couldn't help but cry. My jaw hurts now on top of my teeth hurting. So my Mom called the dentist and I talked to chick there and she tells me that it sounds like I have TMJ. Whatever that means but its when your jaw doesn't line up right so it sits off center. Which means I am grinding and clinching my jaw in my sleep. So I am hoping once my teeth are out I can get a mold made or something for me to wear while I sleep. That way it will be all better. :o) Or so I am hoping.

I had a very strange and interesting dream last night, one I actually remembered. Which is strange cause I never remember what I dream about. But anyways, my dream was that Warren came here to give me my car. But through out the dream his face kept changing. Like you know its him but its someone elses face? Then it was like I was lost in the dream and I couldn't find my way to where I was going. Isn't that weird? Well I think so anyways. Ok now here is what my well educated ass thinks it means. Cari the shrink's analysis. hehe. I think it means I am not sure of where I am going in my life hence the getting lost and not finding my way. The thing about Warren changing faces, is that I am seeing him in a different light. Like seeing all sides of him. Or something like that. So think thats what it means? I dunno. Thats just my jibber jabber.

Ok it smells like Mom has dinner made. One of my ALL TIME FAVS! Tacos from scratch. You know where you melt the oil in the pan and make your own taco shells? Oh my favorite. Well thats it for now. And I think I just thought of a great domain name. YIPPIE!!! Go me. MUAH! <3

Work went by so fast today it was not even funny. I love teh 10 till 4 shift. Hell I would still be at work right now if I was working until close. But hell, I have to work that tomorrow. Damn it!

Oh and on a different note, Mindel is working on my new layout. I know it is so going to kick ass. Just cause she does like that. Thank you! HUGS!!!! When you are big someday don't forget the little people ( me ). LOL.

Warren is going to be here in like no time at all. Three days to be exact. YIPPIE!!! I so can't wait. I miss him so much. Kisses for me.

I didn't do a lot of anything tonight, just kinda hung out and thought about things. Warren wants me so badly to go back with him. And believe you me I want to, I just don't think I can right now. I had a long ass conversation with Robert last night about everything. He thinks that I should move back home to, he pointed some things out to me that I really didn't realize I was doing. It made me mad at first but once I thought about it, I came to realize it was the truth. They are right when they say the truth hurts sometimes. Growing up sucks. I so don't want to be an adult anymore. He made me realize that I was acting childish about a lot of things and just avoiding stepping up to the plate with Warren. I guess I am just letting my fear get away from me. Made me realize that I really need to focus on what is important and what I have, not what I don't. I realized that I take advantage of the relationship I have with Warren. I expect him to be always be there for me, and I think he is always going to be there for me to fall back on. But hes not, I need to start doing things differently. I guess I am not as grown up as I thought. I love you hunny, and I am so sorry. I didn't realize what I was doing to you and the kinda situation I was putting you in. I am sorry. I guess I have more to think about then I thought.

Thats all for now, I am sure I will think of more laters. MUAH! <3

Today was a nice change. No work. I got to sleep in until about 11:00, which was nice. Then I took and shower, got dressed and all that other fun stuff. Although, I never did put on make up. hehe. My plans for today didn't happen, Bryan had other things to take care of. Which is just fine with me.

I was happy today I got to wear my Eeyore overalls. They are so cute. Baggy as all get out, but still comfy none the less. I think I am just going to live in these things. I really should take it is a few inches, cause it is kinda baggy but I am lazy and don't want to.

I think that is all for me tonight, I don't have much to say for once. MUAH! <3