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Work was so very long today. My feet hurt like no other and my neck hurts from looking into the faces of bitchy people all day long. Warren will be here in 5 days!!! YIPPIE!! So now it is late and I am sitting here eating vanilla ice cream with strawberry jam on it. Oh, so yummie. Not my favorite in the whole wide world but very good. Oh I got this thingy off of Adrians site so I am going to copy him. My chicken nugget!

10 things you're looking forward to (not in order)
1. seeing Warren Again
2. Getting married
3. moving back to Kansas
4. having someone sleep next to me again
5. one day having kids
6. one day owning my own home with Warren
7. seeing Keith Urban in concert
8. going to Six Flags to see Six Wire
9. losing weight
10. my whole fmaily be happy with me

9 things you wear everyday
1. underwear
2. a bra
3. engagment ring
4. skrunchy in my hair
5. jeans
6. shirt of some kind
7. make up
8. shoes
9. my smelly Divine

8 things that annoy you
1. stupid people
2. ignorance
3. rap music
4. dumb questions
5. not being able to sleep as long as i want to
6. being bored
7. Religion
8. not having money

7 things you touch daily
1. people
2. money
3. my hair
4. my face
5. my Barney
6. my pillow
7. the phone

6 artists/bands u like
1. Keith Urban
2. Tommy Shane Steiner
3. Brad Martin
4. Bryan White
5. Kevin Sharp
6. Blake Shelton

5 favorite songs of the moment
1. Tommy Shane Steiner- Maybe she's an Angel
2. Joe Nichols- The Impossible
3. Anthony Smith- If that ain't Country
4. Brett James- Chasing Amy
5. Marcel- Country Rock Star

4 people you spend the most time with
1. Lisa
2. Warren
3. Mom
4. Bryan

3 movies you could watch again and again
1. With Honors
2. 13 Ghosts
3. American Pie One and Two

2 things you could do everyday
1. Pet my Barney
2. Kiss Warren

1 person you could spend the rest of your life with
1. My Warren, MUAH! <3

I worked like long ass hours tonight, I hate working those kinda hours. If it was normal hours it would be different. I guess thats just what I get for working at the place I picked. LOL. I am so excited for Warren to get here. I can't wait. I feel like I am going to explode or something. I want to drive my car, and I want to spen time with Warren. I hate being alone all the time, at least when he is here things will be a little better. Ok it is late and it is time for bed. Night Night all. MUAH! <3

Here is the test I took. This is what it said.


What Kind of Relationship is Right For You?

I s don't understand men they tell you one thing and then act another. Why do guys act like that? Can anyone tell me? Guys just plain out suck. Thats all there is to it.

I talked to Bryan today and I think we are just going to meet early Sunday morning and go out to breakfast or something. He is going to spend the rest of the day with his neice and nephew. I think it is sweet, most guys wouldn't do that kinda thing. Tomorrow I have to work from 12 til closing, which sucks major ass, but there really isn't anything I can do about it. The one good thing is tomorrow is Friday. Thank goodness, it seems like it has been forever away. I love the weekends things just seem so much better. I don't why but they do. I had this dumb song stuck in my head all day long, and no matter what I tried I couldn't seem to get it out. I think I am losing my mind. That has to be it. Warren will be here in six days, YIPPIE!! I am so so so so excited I can't even begin to contain myself.

I am wanting really badly to go back with him but I don't think it is going to happen. Even though I want to so so so so bad. Get my teeth paid off and I am there. That is all there is to it. It is just way to hard being without my bestfriend and having him to talk to and hold every night. I am just way to lonely without him. I need to be where he is no matter what the cost. i just love him way to damn much.

And on that note I think I am going to head off and call him. MUAH!! <3

Today I got a ton of things done that I have been wanting to do for a long time. One of the major things was clean up the downstairs, it was really junky and everything seems to end up there somehow. But now it is all clean and pretty. Mom and I must have worked on it for a good 3 hours, but boy was it worth it. Well I think so anyways. Then after that we went to K Mart and bought me some clothes and shoes, and Mom got a whole bunch of other fun stuff.

On another note, Warren will be here in a week. YIPPIE!!! I can't begin to tell you how incredably happy that makes me. Makes me want to pee a little, Right Lisa? I get to drive MY car around and just ahve fun with my hunny. I can't wait to just spend time with him again. I miss him so much, it is so lonely without him. But I have only seven days to wait. I'm not counting or anything. LOL.

Then I was playing around on here and I came across this princess quiz. Here is what it said about me.

Take The Princess Quiz by Azure Eyes

You are The Princess of Quite a Bit

Your kingdom is comprised of modest crafts and tradesmen.
Though your title of Princess is mostly honourary, you still manage to take advantage of the freedom and privileges your sovereignity provides.
You have time to enjoy the finer things in life, but keep your indulgences to a minimal level, beleiving that one should waste not, want not.
You never forget your prestigieous heritage, but you prefer to mingle with the commoners, relishing in the special freedoms they have.
Your life revolves around tradition and celebration, spending those times with the ones you love.
Level-headed and considerate, you are well liked by all your subjects.
Your crown is a thin band of jewels.
Your throne is a simple chair that sits beside your mother’s throne.

Think it is me?

I don't think I have much of anything else left to say. Today was busy and I am pretty tired. I think I am going to go a gel out for a while. MUAH! <3

Ok here is what MY pretty car looks like. MINE ALL MINE!!!!! <3 Yippie I am oh so happy.

Another fun filled day at Hobby Lobby, customer who can't make up their minds, screaming babies, kids running wild, and a million people stading in line to argue the price of something just to get it cheaper. Does this look like a damn flea market or what? I mean really, come on now. I swear people are always out for the best deal and the cheapest fucks I have ever met. Just pay the damn price.

In other news with my oh so ever exciting life, being a girl sucks ass. If there is a God you know he has to be male. No women would make another women be in pain for a damn week out of every month. Men don't have to deal with anything, hell jack themselves off at least once a day, can scratch themselves in public, blech with no reguard to who is around or whating, and then have sex with whomever whenever they want and don't get labled but yet get praised by their friends. Just isn't fair. If I was to go around doing the same thing I would be labed a dirty slut. A guy does it and hes " the MAN ". That just bothers me. Not to mention a billion other things in the world. But that is a biggy. I dunno maybe its just me.

I think I am going to meet up with my friend Bryan this weekend and we are going to go hang out and see a movie or something. Hes lonely too, and we both agree its good to have someone to talk to and not worry about what they think of you or how you ahve to impress them. Like when you are in a relationship, you are comfortable with the person and what not but subconciously we are always wondering what they are thinking. And in one way or another trying to impress them. With Bryan I don't ahve to worry about anything like that. We are just friends and someone one another can talk to about anything and not worry. It is nice to have someone to talk to other then Warren and Mom and Lisa all the time. I mean there are things I can say to them but I can't tell them everything I am thinking all the time. I dunno, I always have so much going through my mind all the time its just kinda nice to have someone to share it all with. I miss having a friend to talk to like that. Its been a long time. Well at least since high school when me and NIn were really close. Things are different now though, and she has her boyfriend. Thats what her world revolves around. But I dunno maybe it is just me.

I don't understand some girls, they get boyfriends and their who world has to revolve around them, like they don't exist without them. Like they have to be around them every second. I just wish that girls weren't like that. I wish that gilrs could be themselves around boys and not worry about things. Hell I am more comfy around men then I am girls. I just sometimes wish I was a guy, well kinda anyways. You know what I mean don't you? Well if you don't, oh well. I think I am going to go to bed soon. I am tired and I have to work tomorrow. I am sure I will have more to talk about tomorrow, there is always something on my mind. Thats all. Oh and 9 more days and my hunny will be here with me. Yippie! I can't wait. I get to see him. I have missed him so much, and I get to see my car. MUAH! <3

OMG!!! Best news ever in the whole entire world, Warren the love of my life went out and bought a brand new car, and yeah you are more then likely thinking, "Ok big deal". But you don't understand we have been talking about getting one for a while and now we finally have it. I am so happy I just might pee a little. LOL. But yeah, made my day yesterday when I found out he bought it. Now all I have to do is convince him that he needs to drive it out here and give it to me. LOL. But yeah I am so way excited right now its not even funny.

Oh and then last night I went to Denver and had so much fun. I met up with a friend of mine from elementay school. We hung out and played BINGO! Yeah I know Gramma game much but it was fun. I don't think I have laughed that hard in a long time. It was also really good to get out and just be with people that aren't family. I am stuck at home all the time and I never really get to do anything fun, so it was a really nice change though. Oh, and the suck thing I made my sister and Mom worry about me. I left for Denver at about oh 5:00 or so. Well anyways I got down there and all was going good. We made it to BINGO and everything ok. But after the second session thingy I found out from someone there that I-25, the way I need to get back home closed at 9:00. It was 2:00 when I found out. I was like ok fuck now what? Well I know it was bad on my part but I decided to crash in Denver until it opened back up again. I didn't think to call my Mom and let her know what was going on. So, she was upset that I didn't call and was worried about me. But all in all I had so much fun.

I needed a break from life for a little bit, sometimes things can just be too much, and you need a break to get away. I am glad to be home though, and I am glad I can sleep in my bed tonight. I am hoping I can talk to Warren when he gets off of work I have lots to tell him. Oh and in about 2 weeks I have surgery. YIKES!!! I am scared and I am hoping Warren is going to be here. I think I might die or something if hes not.

Oh, and on that note, Warren is really wanting me to move back to Kansas City to be with him. Yeah, I have a job and yeah I am so loving being home but I ain't making shit. 6.50 an hour and 35 hours a week. I am never ever going to get all my debt payed off in anytime soon. One of the reasons Warren bought that car was to give it to me so I would have something to drive there, I really have to think about things and as to whether or not I want to go back. I really want to be with Warren, because I miss him so much, but I also want to be here and be with Gomer, Mom, and Gramma and Grampa. But if I move there I will get things payed off quicker, and that means out of debt faster. I dunno what to do, it is confusing and things don't slow down for anyone, not even me. I m off now, I have to clean my room and get somethings done. I work 9 hours tomorrow and I know I am going to be tired when I get done there and I am not going to want to close. I hope that everything is ok with Warren and everything is ok with his family. I might have to go and give them a call. Anyways, I love you Hunny!!! <3 MUAH!!!